My fiancée shot this…

Post-nap, and all sass. 🤘🏼🎶❤️‼️🤣 | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 18 days ago

Me now…

Happy. NO apologies. 🤘🏼 | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 18 days ago

Morning Zen… early.

05:58 | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 18 days ago

Mindful in this chair.  This break room which, my goodness, gets to me. 

Getting away from that sentiment I know what I have to do, and what I have to write […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 20 days ago

Lunch, one rushed and kept abbreviated. All of it, a game. One I’m enjoying playing and plan to […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 20 days ago

journal ……..

Like I told an old friend just a moment ago, I am a rare animal tonight and going […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 21 days ago

Oh this dog…. 🩷

Such a sweet boy. | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 21 days ago

12:22 Writing in a spot I used to years ago. Impossible to word how this writer feels. Nothing […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 21 days ago

5-21-25

Awake. 06:18… launch-ready. On The Road ….\ At office, setting up. Coffee, eagerness, passion and conviction, inward communication. […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 21 days ago

🩷

2 years ago. On the Bay… | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 24 days ago

Mindful…. Pause in parking lot

Appreciate every day and moment in it. Costco, Vacaville Shopping with the fiancée. 💕 | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 24 days ago

It’s Nothing But Arms and Numbers

Time, all of it Wants everything But what if you didn’t look What if it was seen as […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 24 days ago

Nurse getting called in at 02:12 this morning.  09:03 and only now am I getting up.  Espresso

made, taking some time to collect, day before this historic week starts. Yes, historic. No stress or fear, […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 24 days ago

Quick attempt at a nap, but really more so closed my eyes.  Calm, meditative, waiting for the Nurse to get home. 

Distracted by thoughts of this new project…. Centering, or trying. Being as mindful as I can, collective, here […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 25 days ago

5-17-25 More coffee. Why not. 11:41, Vacaville. Driving to Ferry building in Vallejo in a bit. Tired, not […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 25 days ago

Building a playlist, playing with music.  I need more of it in my Story, whatever for or shape or walk it takes. 

The BEAT, right? Everything has a BEAT… did I forget that or something? Is it the past couple […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 26 days ago

Now what???

🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶 | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 26 days ago

Messaging her more, promising to communicate everything today with her. And I’m gaveling the same with you, reader. […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 26 days ago

5-16-25 Working on simplifying my writing life and routine, and life and routines outside the writing dimension. Not […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 26 days ago

The Big Kidz Gang,

years ago. | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 28 days ago

5-14-25

Mood… Keep scribbling. ❤️ | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 28 days ago

And the feeling remains.  If anything, actually, it’s more gripping and intense. 

Going for a run later, think I’m well enough for one but no five miler, probably just 5k […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 28 days ago

How I feel, and the definitive mood today. | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 29 days ago

5-12-25

PEACE. | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 29 days ago

And like that, it ALL changes. Details to follow, but finally…. Fucking FINALLY. Haven’t felt this in years, […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 29 days ago

5-12-25

08:33 in office…. 13:19, home and so loving the love I feel being out of that devilish office. […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

Loved watching little Emma on the mound yesterday. 

The strength and composition she showed, and how pleased she was throwing strikes and ending the game with […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

5-11-25 Typing upstairs at the desk in room. Too infrequent I do this. Coffee and laundry, kids getting […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

Little Henry…

Always a time … 🩷🤘🏼 | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

Note to self and EVERYONE. | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

Mama on the field. 💗 | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

May just keeps moving, and I will keep up with it one way or another.  So many ideas stomping

in my thoughts and thoughts within thoughts as soon as I woke up. Alarm was set for 06:45 […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

14:30…

This is me now. Thinking, planning.. choosing HAPPY. In the kitchen, in such a different way. Grateful. | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

05092025 page

✒️ | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

On another meeting. This one like a pump-up or mood-raiser. This one guy just telling a story of […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

5-9-25 ::::: 09:24 meeting at work and me listening but not.

BOTTLEDAUX taking on new life, more later but you already know if you’ve been reading. Work night planned […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

5-7-25 Out sick today. Nurse’s birthday, in VV. Of course. All I want to do is play hooky […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

Called out sick…

I am sick, but it’s the fiancée’s birthday, so…. Lunch in Benicia. | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

This. | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

All journals open today. Recording everything and not stopping… Understand that—> I.WILL.NOT.BE.STOPPED.

🎶🖊️‼️🤘🏼👁️🔥 #PROFESSORMIKEY | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

Looking….

Mindful. | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

5-6-25 07:42 and at the keys with some LoFi beats. Manifesting everything I want and need and want […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

5-5-25 16:43 About to post EOD. Haven’t felt the best, think I have some bug. Not letting it […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

Yesterday at the game…

Happiness, LOVE, peace, gratitude. 💕 | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

5-3-25

Happy. In love… ♥️♥️♥️ | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

He wants to get out of sales.  Wants nothing to do with it.  Nothing.

But what could he do. Seriously, at this point… trapped. That’s how he felt. Like if he leaves […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

Deciding to stop, though, with the excess analysis or even light deconstruction and enjoying me day. Opened office […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

5-2-25 —> In office with coffee will certainly need more.  One thing taken care of and the

impatience I feel before next week’s meeting is crippling. Unable to turn it off, honestly. Focus on the […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago