The Spiritual Life: I Went To Church This Morning, I Loved It… Seperating From The Kingdom Of Noise

I went to the smallest and most intimate church I’ve ever attended yesterday. I felt as if I had come home. The other day, I talked with Jim Cramer, Pastor of Cambridge’s small and close-knit independent church, Cambridge Cornerstone East, yesterday and asked him if it would be o … | Continue reading


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Update: Our Weekend Pantry Relief Rescue Is Half Way Done: Seven Items Left, From $1.67 to $15.00.

The weekend has turned out to be more exciting than I expected. We started our Cambridge Pantry report operation on Saturday and Sunday afternoon, just about halfway there. We’ve replenished the list from 12 items to seven. Seven inexpensive options remain, from $1.67 for Salad D … | Continue reading


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The Still Water Of My Heart

For me, today is a day of healing and reflection. My spider bite wounds are finally quieting, and I slept well last night. This morning, I’m going to the Sunday service at the food pantry. I need a few hours in a place of worship every now and then to feed my spiritual searching. … | Continue reading


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Three Items Down, Nine To Go…Food Is The Stuff Of Life. Refilling The Shelves Of A Food Pantry, Remembering The Heroes

Last week, the demand for food support was so overwhelming that it completely depleted the Cambridge Food Pantry Wish List. In response, I proposed a holiday weekend service to replenish the shelves, prompting me to act swiftly. Most of us are familiar with the items; they are th … | Continue reading


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Flower Art, Saturday, May 25, 2024, As Promised. A Wildflower Parade, A Columbine Kind Of Beauty

Hey, I’m signing off. It’s a lovely day, and I am still fending off my various insect attacks. I am making progress slowly, and I do hope to sleep tonight. I look forward to a soft, quiet, healing, meditative weekend. I have a lot of things to write about, but not tonight. I had … | Continue reading


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Some Urgent Weekend Good For The Army Of Good: A Every Item On The Cambridge Pantry Wish List Is Gone

Good news and bad news. This week, a record crowd of families came to the Cambridge Food Pantry, but they removed every item on the Cambridge Pantry Wish List from the shelves. They need everything on the list now. I’m thinking of a watch-the-list shrink contest through Monday. T … | Continue reading


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Flower Art, Dreams And Emotions, Spider Bites, And Today, A Bee Sting. Is My Karma Off Kilter?

I’ve lived in the country for nearly 20 years, but sometimes I think I’m no longer cut out for it. My leg is still swollen and red from what we believe was a spider bite, and today, while I was out refreshing the animal’s water tank, a bee stung me on my right index finger […] | Continue reading


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Weekend Update: Meet The Pantry’s Newest And Youngest Volunteer Ava: And See What You Have Done.

Today, as the pantry prepared for more families needing goods—the crowd was enormous—Sarah introduced me to the Cambridge Food Pantry’s newest and youngest volunteer: Ava, a 10th grader at Cambridge Central School. She was excited to be there. “It’s a beautiful cause,” she said. … | Continue reading


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Laid Up: Three Images To Brighten A Day. Yes, I’m In A Bad Mood…They Call It Negative Energy, I Call It Something I Can’t Publish On My Blog

The spiritual people like to call it Negative Energy, while I like to call it being grumpy or in a foul mood. I wasn’t expecting some insect to bite my leg this week, infect me, ground me, and mess up my leg, which looks like a map of the Amazon jungle. So I’m in a […] | Continue reading


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As The Billionnaires Yachts Get Bigger, So Does The Cost Of Food: Pantry Food Requests Of The Day: Corned Beef Hash For $2.48, Pasta Sauce For $2.99

Every day, Sarah Harrington,  our esteemed director at the Cambridge Food Pantry, tirelessly seeks ways for us to contribute easily, swiftly, and economically. She’s a master at spotting bargains in the vast realm of Amazon, ensuring the pantry shelves are stocked as the demand f … | Continue reading


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Notes From The Art Room, By Sue Silverstein, A Friday Column. Saying Goodbye To Seniors

Sue Silverstein is a beloved friend and a teacher at Bishop Gibbons High School in Schenectady, N.Y. I am proud to publish her weekly column (usually on Fridays) on my blog. She is a brilliant and loving teacher and runs the most creative and exciting art program I’ve ever heard … | Continue reading


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Friday Morning, Farm Journal: Potato Chips All Around. Quarantined By (We Think) A Spider…

We had lunch at a local restaurant yesterday. They gave us a lot of potato chips with our sandwiches. Neither of us eats potato chips, but Maria loves to wrap them up,  take them home, and feed them to the chickens and donkeys. Food never gets thrown out here. Of course, we forgo … | Continue reading


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Tantalizing New Images of Europa

Tantalizing New Images of Europa by Paul Gilster | May 24, 2024 | Outer Solar System | 11 comments What a pleasure to see new images from JunoCam, the visible-light camera aboard the Juno spacecraft that has now imaged in its peregrinations around Jupiter the surface of its most … | Continue reading


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Taking A Spin With The iPhone, Having Some Colorful Fun. Shades Of 2022, When It All Began.

I decided to take my Iphone 15  PRO Max out of my pocket and out to the fresh air this afternoon. I love shooting flowers in the morning, as I started doing two years ago; the Leica cameras have crowded the scene a bit. What hat works best is using all three: the Iphone, The […] | Continue reading


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Barely Saw Zip Today, But We Choose A Name For His Chipmunk Nemesis.

I don’t have a good Zip photo today because I hardly saw him. He was stalking the stone wall in search of a chipmunk. I have decided to name Kali after the man-eating goddess of India. She’s too fast for me to photograph, but I might get lucky this weekend; she comes out whenever … | Continue reading


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Topsy-Turvy Day, A Good Day: A "Farplontern.” Day

Today was the kind of day my grandmother would have called a “Farplontern” Day. I loved hearing the Yiddish she spoke, but I only remember a few words. ‘Farplontern’ was one of my favorites; it means having a wild, up-and-down, chaotic day.  Sometimes it means being unfaithful to … | Continue reading


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Cambridge Pantry SOS After A Run On Salad Dressing ($2.99) And Parmesan Cheese ($2.96). A LIttle Money Buys A Lot Of Good.

Sarah Harrington has a lot of days like this, yesterday was one of them. Fifty two families came in for food in under two hours, and cleaned the pantry out of some of its most basic items. The crowd of food needers nearly wiped her out. I mentioned one of things gone and needed t … | Continue reading


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Flower Art, I Found A Columbine Tree Close By And Some Other Wilflowers. I’m Loving This Round And Learning A Lot (P.S. Food Pantry SOS).

Maria is at her belly dancing class, and I always worry about her driving on these roads at night. I finally realized why it makes me nervous, apart from the obvious. I started my journalism career as a police reporter, and one of my tasks was to beat the police to the scene of c … | Continue reading


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Chronicles Of Zip, Foiled Again By His Nemesis, The Queen Of The Chipmunks

I give Zip points for determination. Every day in mid-afternoon, his nemesis, who I have labeled the Queen Of The Chipmunks, sticks her head out of the wooden wall and stares at Zip, who takes up position about 20 feet away and lies stone still as she moves around the stone wall. … | Continue reading


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Blog Support. Camera Support, Computer Support, Life Support, Good Deeds Support

Today, I’m asking for support for myself, the blog, and payment for my work. A few years ago, I realized that my great and risky blog adventure would only succeed if I had the financial support of those who find value in my work and are willing to voluntarily support it. There wo … | Continue reading


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First Iris In The Garden

First Iris in Maria’s Garden. | Continue reading


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Sarah’s Choice For Cambridge Pantry Kids Today: Toothpaste For Hygiene, And Nutritious Black Beans For $1 A Can

Pantry Director Sarah Harrington focused on hygiene and tooth health today. The pantry is running out of toothpaste for children and customers. She always searched for the best food at the lowest price to help us get food they couldn’t order or afford. She’s done it again. (Above … | Continue reading


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Bedlam Morning. Heat Wave, Issachar Wants Some Attention, Blocking Out The Sun, Windowsill Beauty, Green Spring

It was hot this morning, and the bugs were out in full force. Maria hung fabrics over the windows to lock the sun. Issachar loves Maria and comes to her for some comfort.   Windowsill gallery, blocking the sun, 90 degrees at 10 a.m. Beautiful Spring, South pasture, below, the gre … | Continue reading


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Zip As The Joker. It’s Possible

I got up early and went outside with my camera this morning. I saw Zip stirring in the wicker chair, so I snapped a photo, thinking it might be a cute morning shot of him waking up. It wasn’t until I looked at the computer that I saw the expression on his face. I don’t […] | Continue reading


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Flower Art, Tuesday, May 21, 2024. Sparks Of Life. Flowers Mean More Than Flowers. A Wonderful Talk About Aging.

For me, a day of learning. I’m learning that flowers mean more than flowers. Garden and flower people will know what I mean. They stand for color, hope, rebirth, and renewal; if we pay attention, they light our souls. They open us up. They bring me from a dark place to a colorful … | Continue reading


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Zip In The Grass, Scaring Poor Zinnia, Sun In The Sky

I appreciate the sunlight and am taking advantage of it. I loved Zip hiding in the grass, popping out to scare Zinnia half to death, and then ducking down again. He loves to do this. He has some devil in him, for sure. The view from the farm was breathtaking today. | Continue reading


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Mid-day Flower Art, Two Images. Forget Me Not: I Won’t… Welcome, Hydrangea Bush

Maria came out of the woods of a friend’s house with a bouquet of “Forget Me Nots,” wildflowers just beginning to show themselves on our farm. Meanwhile, a Rhododendron bush also opened alongside the house, reminding us what flowers can say. As most of you reading this know, flow … | Continue reading


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New Horizons: Mapping at System’s Edge

New Horizons: Mapping at System’s Edge by Paul Gilster | May 21, 2024 | Outer Solar System | 0 comments Dust between the stars usually factors into our discussions on Centauri Dreams when we’re considering its effect on fast-moving spacecraft. Although it only accounts for 1 perc … | Continue reading


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Seven Dyson Sphere Candidates

Seven Dyson Sphere Candidates by Paul Gilster | May 18, 2024 | Astrobiology and SETI | 7 comments I’m enjoying the conversation about Project Hephaistos engendered by the article on Dyson spheres. In particular, Al Jackson and Alex Tolley have been kicking around the notion of Dy … | Continue reading


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Project Hephaistos and the Hunt for Astroengineering

Project Hephaistos and the Hunt for Astroengineering by Paul Gilster | May 15, 2024 | Astrobiology and SETI | 14 comments For a project looking for the signature of an advanced extraterrestrial civilization, the name Hephaistos is an unusually apt choice. And indeed the leaders o … | Continue reading


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Landscape, Bedlam Farm, Dahlia’s Assisting

The Dahlia growing in my garden bed helped frame this photo, which I greatly liked. I am lucky to live in nature and see such beauty evert time I leave the house. | Continue reading


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Bedlam Farm Journal, Morning, Tuesday May 14, 2024. Solar Grazing, Food For Children,Manure Removal, Two Heads Better Than OnemGrass Grazing. Just Another Morning.

Today, there is no rain and no cold. It is a good day for photos. We are going to Vermont briefly to help a friend who needs her house and dog cared for while she gets some medical tests. We will be back after lunch. I might be playing chess with Ian McRae tonight. I […] | Continue reading


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Video: Wild And Beautiful Happenings Maria’s Studio: New Quilt, New Fiber Painting, New Bird Potholders

When Maria is excited about the word she’s doing, she invites me into her studio to see it and help her with a video. This is great fun for both of us – I’m a former TV producer – and Maria is one of those people that the camera loves. She never shows the slightest […] | Continue reading


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Flower Art, A Festival, Orchids, Tulips, Lilacs, Pansies, And The Morning Sun, My Sponsor. Come Along, It’s Free. I’m Appreciating The Simple Joy .

I ran amok today, rushing from flower to flower to catch the sun, adjust the focus, and try not to be blinded by the light. I sometimes succeeded and sometimes failed, but I was happy at the end of the day. You are invited to come and see this photo journal on the Souls of […] | Continue reading


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People I Like And Respect, Clint Rushinki Is On The List, He Takes Care Of My Car

I love my car and wouldn’t trust it to just anyone. I am happy to trust it to Clint Rushinski, who has a garage just a mile or two down the road in front of our farm. He seems like a gentle giant—soft-spoken, honest, and great at emergencies. When I panic about my car, I […] | Continue reading


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Photo Journal, Dusk, Bedlam Farm, May 13, 2024

My posse grew larger today; Zinnia wanted to join Zip (Zud) and me and walk around the farm as the clouds gather. I love my farm photo journals at dusk; it seems like a beautiful time here, and it’s always something to photograph. I’m never alone out there. (And yes, that is a Ta … | Continue reading


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Robin’s Mother’s Day Card To My Daughter Emma

My daughter Emma sent me my granddaughter Robin’s Mother’s Day Card, which she received yesterday. This kid was definitely raised in Brooklyn. | Continue reading


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Sharon (And I) Thank You, Army Of Good. Her New Tablet Is Coming on Wednesday.—b

From the bottom of my heart, thank you for your incredible generosity and compassion. I greatly appreciate your quick reply to my plea to help get Sharon, a beloved poet and Mansion resident, a new computer tablet. Sharon, who is currently battling a severe illness, will soon be … | Continue reading


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Sarah’s Choices For Today, Monday. Two Inexpensive Foods, Chicken In Water, ($7.93 For Four), Liquid Dish Soap, $3.49

One of the Cambridge Food Pantry’s guests—she sends me messages occasionally—says the food the Army Of Good is sending to the pantry is important because it symbolizes better times and hopes for the future. It also restores pride to their battered and exhausted parents. “It’s a p … | Continue reading


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When Lilac’s Bloom The First, Cont.

“All over bouquets of roses, O death, I cover you over with roses and early lilies, But mostly, and now the lilac that blooms the first, Copious I break, I break the sprigs from the bushes, With loaded arms, I come, pouring for you, For you and the coffins, all of you, O death” - … | Continue reading


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Maria’s Monday Morning Video, As Promised. She Caught Me In My Bathrobe

Maria’s Monday Morning videos have become a popular feature of her blog and mine. I’m running them every Monday with her blessing. She captures the feeling of the farm on a beautiful day. I gave up rushing out naked to take my sunrise p photos, but I do come out in my new L.L. Be … | Continue reading


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Zip Gets The Last Word, As Usual

Somehow, Zip always gets the last word. Maria was out in the barn stacking firewood, and Zip hopped up on the tarp and startled her by crawling under it. She saw it moving and thought it must be some kind of wild animal. It was just Zip, who then ran over to the fencepost between … | Continue reading


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Flower Art. New Directions!; Orchids And Wildflowers. Life Is Good And Beautiful

Today was a great day for me photo-wise; I got hold of some new flowers and had a joyous time looking at them, pointing the camera at them, and trying different settings and poses. Come and see the show, it’s free. I’ll be talking with you in the morning. I’m signing off for toni … | Continue reading


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Taking The Plunge, I’m Out Of Therapy For The First Time In 50 Years.

I took one of the most significant steps of my adult this week, the most transformative since getting married to Maria. I stopped seeing my longtime and much-beloved therapist, who has been working with me for more than 20 years to control my impulses and my anxiety. My fears hav … | Continue reading


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Bedlam Farm Journal, Sunday, May 12, 2024. We Went For A Wildflower Walk On The Farm! Success…

This afternoon, we went for a wildflower walk in the hills and woods behind the farm. Maria loves to look for wildflowers and is great at spotting them. I love them; they are beautiful things, and I’m hooked on photographing them. A lot haven’t come out yet, but she put together … | Continue reading


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Birdsong, A Meditation, With Zip

Zip and I were sitting on the back porch, watching the raindrops, when Maria came by to show me this video she had taken in the back pasture. It captured the sound of a beautiful country creek and the dozens of birds singing their morning song. The birdsong is lovely. This video … | Continue reading


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Poached Egg

We’ve figured out how to make poached eggs, and I love them, especially over focaccia bread made by Kean at the Covered Bridge Bread Co. We’re heading to the farmers market this morning before the rain starts again. I have some things I want to write about this afternoon. See you … | Continue reading


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Flower Art, Sunday, May 11, 2024, When Lilacs Last In The Dooryard Bloomed, A Photographer Jumps

“In the dooryard fronting an old farm-house near the white-wash’d palings, Stands the lilac-bush tall-growing with heart-shaped leaves of rich green, With many a pointed blossom rising delicate, with the perfume strong I love, With every leaf a miracle—and from this bush in the d … | Continue reading


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