Already approaching nine o’clock. The morning doesn’t wait. I need more espresso. Not sure I’ll make it to the cafe. Henry’s cough stopped, for the moment. Now he sings to h… | Continue reading
and with a bit of a cough, poor bloke. Emma up before anyone I believe and just hanging in her room. Their mom gets them at 10:00 and that will be here quicker than anything. Heading to Vacavill… | Continue reading
11:02…….. Beyond inspired or motivated. I’m deliciously stubborn. I will get what I want, all for my kids, and that’s it. Speaking to myself like I’m the Professor and student and… | Continue reading
10-20-23 —> Two hardboiled eggs, iced latte 4 shots, at the desk. New-new Mike Madigan character and way. Colleague working with me a little later on ticket generation and management… | Continue reading
Brought the rest of my lunch, leftover charcuterie elements from last night, into my office. Snacking on desk. Mood is still off, but trying to adjust, right it somehow with words and thinking of… | Continue reading
Site visit at 08:30 in American Canyon. Arrived in office at around, what, 10:45? Something like that? Town Hall-style meeting with team, just now sipping the coffee I got with Andy at some gas s… | Continue reading
Visit the post for more. | Continue reading
13:07 —> Walked to office supply store a couple doors down, get gum. Latte, 3 hardboiled eggs, and a sandwich, all I’ve consumed today. Beautiful outside, fucking perfect running wea… | Continue reading
Distraction and doubters that try to dilute or derail me… such clowns. Each of my movements, all sentences and pictures, business conversations, more for the structure – the Architectur… | Continue reading
10-18-23 08:53 office. Latte again this one not iced. Dinner with Chris last night, as it used to […] | Continue reading
QUESTION…. What are some things you write about everyday? Specifically, in your journal? | Continue reading
11:25 Need a quick meditation… didn’t move, didn’t blink, just realized where I am and what I’m doing – what I’ve been through the past year. No more of that stress, no more of that worry and… | Continue reading
10-17-23 Switched up my order at Pete’s, and like the Nurse said I think I’ve officially broken up with Starbucks. Not sure why I find that so funny. I don’t know, the randomness of the… | Continue reading
Back to office to send a few emails, home for a call with Mom and Dad, then a FaceTime with the Nurse while she’s in her second-to-last night in NYC… laughing with me, joking, sweet sentences, ever… | Continue reading
10:15… into it. DEEP. Meeting in a bit. Need more coffee. Maybe? Just a small cup. Brought lunch, […] | Continue reading
10-16-23 08:58 Checking emails. This new story, my whole story. All parts and Roads I’m on. Learning new tech, using old methods and revisiting old notes. All for the kids.&… | Continue reading
….. Laundry done. Unbelievable. Long drive with kids, little grocery stop, or not so little, now Henry and […] | Continue reading
Up well before 07:00, laundry continued. Think I have a new system. At 44, good job Mike. Espresso, […] | Continue reading
Showing some moment Names, reported.. I don’t care. Her doors and words, when she first sees me Translation […] | Continue reading
Hours and hours and hours later, back at loft. Looking through pictures and establishing myself in photog lock. […] | Continue reading
down here with me. Home is the paradigm and model, Beat and pace and song for everything. I’ve […] | Continue reading
My sole focus. To be alive and happy as long as I can for my babies. That’s pretty […] | Continue reading
your story your pages your Beat your music. Feel your own music, change patterns that don’t serve you, […] | Continue reading
10-13-22 Epic battle with a cricket, a co-worker said before the meeting started. Couldn’t help but laugh, and […] | Continue reading
Chewing gum and messaging the Nurse then I get an idea. A month ago, this writer was entirely […] | Continue reading
Me, certainly more free over keys, fearless and newly formed in new narrative. The Energy around me is […] | Continue reading
10:21 Need more coffee. Edited last post a bit. No more. If I write it, it goes on […] | Continue reading
10-12-23 08:53… office. Thought I’d be later, and here after others but no. Just me and one other […] | Continue reading
06:53 Getting in shower soon. Nurse left about 20 minutes ago. Was tempted to take a power nap […] | Continue reading
The story talking to me, narrating to myself as I type, to these loft beats, not correcting errors. […] | Continue reading
Will see her tonight but feel off, odd, oblong emotionally, in congruent. New ideas though distracting me… no […] | Continue reading
22:18 Nurse called into work. One case, it seems. First time this has happened and first time I’m working at her desk, at the Villa by myself. Figgy the kitty distracting me, play… | Continue reading
Lights and crosswalks, passing moms with strollers Dogs, leashes, sun for some reason stronger October Not wanting to work but just walk Wherever, no goal The pattern and repeat is old Tenure blown… | Continue reading
13:27 Quick nap, lunch, shower, several emails and calls, and again calm. Picking up Jack and Emma around 16:00. Plenty of time to continue on this paperless mission. Threw more p… | Continue reading
Caffeine wearing off, need a haircut. And shave. 🤣🤘‼️ | Continue reading
Happiness definition, project… Stopping myself. Thinking of people in my life, and how all the characters now are happiness generators. Family, the kids obviously, the Nurse… getting ri… | Continue reading
….. 08:52. Finally home and getting to work. More espresso, fighting the urge to go to Peet’s and get a latte which now is starting to bug me seeing how much I spend there or Star… | Continue reading