Appreciate every day and moment in it. Costco, Vacaville Shopping with the fiancée. 💕 | Continue reading
Time, all of it Wants everything But what if you didn’t look What if it was seen as […] | Continue reading
made, taking some time to collect, day before this historic week starts. Yes, historic. No stress or fear, […] | Continue reading
Distracted by thoughts of this new project…. Centering, or trying. Being as mindful as I can, collective, here […] | Continue reading
5-17-25 More coffee. Why not. 11:41, Vacaville. Driving to Ferry building in Vallejo in a bit. Tired, not […] | Continue reading
The BEAT, right? Everything has a BEAT… did I forget that or something? Is it the past couple […] | Continue reading
Messaging her more, promising to communicate everything today with her. And I’m gaveling the same with you, reader. […] | Continue reading
5-16-25 Working on simplifying my writing life and routine, and life and routines outside the writing dimension. Not […] | Continue reading
Going for a run later, think I’m well enough for one but no five miler, probably just 5k […] | Continue reading
And like that, it ALL changes. Details to follow, but finally…. Fucking FINALLY. Haven’t felt this in years, […] | Continue reading
08:33 in office…. 13:19, home and so loving the love I feel being out of that devilish office. […] | Continue reading
The strength and composition she showed, and how pleased she was throwing strikes and ending the game with […] | Continue reading
5-11-25 Typing upstairs at the desk in room. Too infrequent I do this. Coffee and laundry, kids getting […] | Continue reading
in my thoughts and thoughts within thoughts as soon as I woke up. Alarm was set for 06:45 […] | Continue reading
This is me now. Thinking, planning.. choosing HAPPY. In the kitchen, in such a different way. Grateful. | Continue reading
On another meeting. This one like a pump-up or mood-raiser. This one guy just telling a story of […] | Continue reading
BOTTLEDAUX taking on new life, more later but you already know if you’ve been reading. Work night planned […] | Continue reading
5-7-25 Out sick today. Nurse’s birthday, in VV. Of course. All I want to do is play hooky […] | Continue reading
I am sick, but it’s the fiancée’s birthday, so…. Lunch in Benicia. | Continue reading
🎶🖊️‼️🤘🏼👁️🔥 #PROFESSORMIKEY | Continue reading
5-6-25 07:42 and at the keys with some LoFi beats. Manifesting everything I want and need and want […] | Continue reading
5-5-25 16:43 About to post EOD. Haven’t felt the best, think I have some bug. Not letting it […] | Continue reading
Happiness, LOVE, peace, gratitude. 💕 | Continue reading
But what could he do. Seriously, at this point… trapped. That’s how he felt. Like if he leaves […] | Continue reading
Deciding to stop, though, with the excess analysis or even light deconstruction and enjoying me day. Opened office […] | Continue reading
impatience I feel before next week’s meeting is crippling. Unable to turn it off, honestly. Focus on the […] | Continue reading
Birthday month. Celebrate all days but today there is a challenge of sorts. Not giving it any space […] | Continue reading
Healthy lunch with Nurse – scrambled eggs with sliced cherry tomatoes, avocado and wheat toast just one piece. […] | Continue reading
I let something trigger me yesterday. And I feel like an idiot. But, in this Mental Health story, […] | Continue reading
15:35 working at VV desk, waiting for my sweet Nurse to come home. Challenging self, now going to […] | Continue reading
…. Forgot my phone going to Peet’s to get the Nurse and myself lattes. Then told her I […] | Continue reading
Right now on the floor, nothing to wish for. This idea of being at a drawing board, or […] | Continue reading