Night and day down-winding. Wrote poem earlier, but on phone. Just needed, I don’t know… music. Verse. Listening […] | Continue reading
Here’s something I’ve learned the hard, beautiful way: you’ve got to chase the wild ones. The dreams that […] | Continue reading
from years ago and shots with people I don’t remember but there was some interaction brought about and […] | Continue reading
08:49… in office. The only one here. Just how I like it. Prefer it, better to say. Morning […] | Continue reading
4-1-25 Jack said he was going to play an April Fool’s joke on me. Ready and waiting. Stay […] | Continue reading
Collect, smile, onward while inward… Put it all to page. | Continue reading
Take a walk—without your phone. Not to “unplug,” not to reset your nervous system or chase some manufactured […] | Continue reading
20:40…. Home. Tired. Not much to write. Heater on, and should turn it off. Exciting stuff. Committed to […] | Continue reading
hot chocolates for kids. ♥️ | Continue reading
the loft, in the Paris cup. Then we go on and on and back and forth about our […] | Continue reading
3-28-25 Meetings and Wishes and Words NOW …….. Life is all surprises. All days. Each of them. Other […] | Continue reading
Pic from the other night, when Jack was hanging out with just the Nurse and I while Emma […] | Continue reading
might have hit a record with that one. EOD call done, annoying as it was. Flying from one […] | Continue reading
3-25-25 08:59 At VV desk. Discipline. Innumerable emails, the goal of the day. And each one unique. No […] | Continue reading
3/21/25 Friday. Finally… Emma still asleep, Jack and Henry still up. Today is going to be deciding, I […] | Continue reading
14:02…. This is a game. All a game. Survive as long as I can and use telecom for […] | Continue reading
Back to the fucking “integrity training”. I’m sorry, am I the only one who finds that funny, a […] | Continue reading
Some of us, well, not that. Sip coffee again. From the cup I got from the MSP, my […] | Continue reading
This morning, I jolted awake to my own dizzying meditation, new music and color to them. Nothing dreary […] | Continue reading
09:32 ::: Time for coffee. Letting myself stop not with any project today. Not one of them will […] | Continue reading
Will need more coffee. Henry having his appointments here for the next couple months…. Imagining Paris, and when […] | Continue reading
‘’’’’’’’ Thinking like Kerouac, but different. Actually, WAY different. Optimism blankets me but then cynicism sneaks in. And […] | Continue reading
Turning this into a game, how long I can survive. Will get contracts and sales where I can, […] | Continue reading
–> 07:32… Leaving in 20 or so. Up at 06:00 then to Starbucks. Nurse leaving shortly after then […] | Continue reading
3-13-25 09:39… in office, and should be for a better slice of the day’s cake. Mind over any […] | Continue reading
3-11-25 Off phone with client, 11:19 Call at noon, and this could be big. Need to devote more […] | Continue reading
Novato, CA. 13:46. On the street where I met the Nurse for the first time. Grant. Across the […] | Continue reading
“motivation” isn’t a constant flame—it flickers. I’m learning that’s okay. Self-starting means fanning it back to life, even […] | Continue reading
Alive how only Check yell standards varied read Recognizing dawn | Continue reading
This idea and realization that I keep fucking having over and over pushing me one way then another, […] | Continue reading
Sun. 3/2/25 18:00…. Sometimes the Story does what it wants and you just ride. And here I am… […] | Continue reading
Watching the new Minions movie from our bed. ♥️ | Continue reading
Small Fry, smiling and clean and his big sister wanted to show him off to the WORLD. | Continue reading
Wanted to write date differently. Do EVERYTHING not as I usually, today. Henry at appt, Jack playing his […] | Continue reading
Last day of February, huh…. Nurse left a bit ago, kids still asleep. One of them with a […] | Continue reading
Grateful. And un-fucking-afraid. #MADIGANMOBB | Continue reading