10-5-23 Only journal notes the past few days. No real writing that I can remember… with the Nurse the past three days. In my office missing her and trying to distract self with work, me… | Continue reading
Emails first, revision of quote…. Drawing a new attitude and mood for Self. One impenetrable and impervious, something […] | Continue reading
10-2-23 Up around 05:30. Couldn’t fall back asleep so kids lunches done. On 2nd double espresso. Putting there […] | Continue reading
10-1-23 16:42 settling in the loft, one day and considerable driving. Everyone just relaxing, lazing this Sunday late […] | Continue reading
13:35 lunch done now some espresso. Fall-like weather outside with some drizzle, giving me nap thoughts but I […] | Continue reading
Last day of Sept, then into my favorite month. Thinking about it, yes, October is my #1. For […] | Continue reading
Something, sometimes New jab, Beats random, in told tandem I’m a new sheep and frame of phantom How […] | Continue reading
Not hungry, no urge to run. So, give myself grace. Focus on this office, condo, Windsor. The kids […] | Continue reading
9-29-23 Stuck in thoughts of the Nurse, new stories and experiences. So quiet in the house. Not letting […] | Continue reading
Busy day… two meetings, a lunch at 13:00 I think. Dinner tonight with kids, parents, Nurse. Testing self, […] | Continue reading
Call still going. SoCal being discussed, all the projects they have down there. Doesn’t concern me. Humor… that’s […] | Continue reading
Just a handful of days away from my favorite month. Or maybe that’s November. Thanksgiving is my favorite […] | Continue reading
19:36 Much later. Home. Trying to settle in, clear off desk, have a new system with these goddamn […] | Continue reading
9-27-23 New story, new me, drive was different. Coming over Bay Bridge in the left lane headed toward […] | Continue reading
….. Mood. Commute was horror. Fuck EVERYTHING, just my mood. Laughing at things, in this office and […] | Continue reading
Yesterday sailed by. 09:43 and in office. Had another call with … A new story … It’s out […] | Continue reading
Month almost done. 09:18 and home from drive. Decided to take the long way ‘cause fuck 37, and I wanted to see the vines, part of Glen Ellen. Went by so far as time continues to d… | Continue reading
9-23-22 07:26 Think they may all still be asleep. Jack might be up but not sure. Sending some emails, budgeting, already on my second espresso and sipping slow as the first was a scud m… | Continue reading
19:43 Back from school event, the Walk-a-Thon, now back in loft and relaxing. Texting Nurse back and forth, […] | Continue reading
Meeting ending. Kids at school, about to go for a run. I don’t give a shit what the air quality is. Nurse coming over last night for dinner, seeing and playing with the kids, especially Henry. … | Continue reading
9-21-23 14:36 lunch done. Call earlier went well. Now I’m still.. can’t think of the next action. Some music, sparkling water, thoughts about prospecting but no mood to call or email.&n… | Continue reading
10:42 —> Lovely. The day sings to me. The only mood I have is the one I chose. Replaying parts of that call yesterday…. Developing a ten-point CRM model, for any business. … | Continue reading
9-20-23 09:56 in office. Ready for an amazing day. Just a feeling I have. NO— I’ve decided to write it that day…. Watch Two messages sent. One front clear. Now messaging Nur… | Continue reading
Call at 14:30. Mapping morning and early afternoon till then. Know points to voice and emphasize…. Business now focusing me, me focusing on it, seeing more in what I’m doing and also my… | Continue reading
9-19-23 Home office desk. Work from home today, just what I wanted to do. Nurse leaving at 06:00-something and me needing to go back to sleep, just for a bit. Mind a little split on som… | Continue reading
///// 14:17 Had lunch at an Asian spot on the 300 block that I’ve always wanted to try. After getting something at 2 Embarcadero. Yes, for the Nurse. Next meeting at 15:30 and I’m gone.… | Continue reading
09:47 Packed and ready for drive to Vacaville. On Zillow, coffee, looking for that dream house paradigm. My passion and love for real estate and houses, ambience and architecture elevated dra… | Continue reading
Not counting the first thousand words of the day. All mood, all shit. So… home from soccer and baseball, lunch with the kids and Henry’s and Jack’s craziness in Oliver’s Market. H… | Continue reading
08:46 Call at 9. Tired. Have to somehow find the energy for all I need to get done. I’m going to do it. NO, I AM doing it. Now. The day will not be allowed to get awa… | Continue reading
Reminding me. Of time, life, the shortness and non-guaranteed nature to both. | Continue reading
So, start with that you have. Story, Sonoma County, wine and sales and education… build from there. Everything is workable. Stay up later, working. Wake EARLIER, and work fo… | Continue reading
Keep thinking about the commute, the kids, the future… how you let consistencies consist. Fuck, I can’t type fast enough. How did Kerouac do it with a fucking typewriter when this thing nearly fu… | Continue reading
… My littlest, 3 today. Don’t get to see him as at first I thought I’d be in the city but that didn’t happen, turning around in Marin from the fucking tooth pain. Root canal sched… | Continue reading
Without dwelling on it too much or going on about 9/11, it does remind me that there is nothing that you can do to prevent the future, no matter what it entails. Good, bad, wonderful, horribl… | Continue reading
Day of ME. Walking to Noto for a latte then coming back to write. Yesterday was nice and […] | Continue reading