Last day of February, huh…. Nurse left a bit ago, kids still asleep. One of them with a […] | Continue reading
Grateful. And un-fucking-afraid. #MADIGANMOBB | Continue reading
Oh fuck… IDEA. Not stating it, or even thinking about it anymore. Daring it to leave, actually. See […] | Continue reading
I went to school to be a teacher. Fucking majored in English. That was my passion at the […] | Continue reading
Left the MSP a year ‘go, today. Working offsite. Windsor. 13:39 EOD call today, was in Field a […] | Continue reading
And won’t apologize for or qualify my joy. ❤️ ‼️ 🖕🏼 | Continue reading
20:34 Nurse coming home soon. Me ending night with LoFi and old pics from industry days. This seems […] | Continue reading
Again, some that I know, unfortunately, that go on about how hard they work… seriously funny, and pathetic. […] | Continue reading
mind, migrate that to business. Sip latte, fuck rest. Write for a little bit longer, enjoy a long […] | Continue reading
06:39 Nurse leave about ten minutes ago. Quick drive to Starbucks to get her something for her drive, […] | Continue reading
Writing in Vacaville. Old spot. Nurse with her colleagues having their brunch at the house, me consolidating content […] | Continue reading
Still trying to find consistent rhythm, talking to self, simple considerations and observations… …..listening for something steady, something […] | Continue reading
What is it in my alignment, or character architecture this morning. I need quiet and this kids aren’t […] | Continue reading
2-21-25 Jack shows me a math problem, asks if I can help. I had to be honest and […] | Continue reading
2-20-25 12:04 Lots done today, and a lot thought. Victory with a little… well, project that’s already generated. […] | Continue reading
Going in later, and not happy about it. Trying to believe in myself more, as urged by Nurse. […] | Continue reading
New sort of writing for me, I have to say. Of course, there are challenges to this, and […] | Continue reading
Starting the day in Vacaville, then heading to Marin to canvass and find conversations. Today and the week’s […] | Continue reading
No school for kids tomorrow, me not so much. Tired after last night, still. Waking and keeping SELF […] | Continue reading
******** Jack’s sleepover starts. Not sure how much writing or recording there’ll be, but I’m in the nook. […] | Continue reading
2-15-25 Jack, THIRTEEN. I have a teenager. Seriously in disbelief. Projects all day till his friends arrive around […] | Continue reading
09:33 Quiet house. Thinking of my Story, where I am. Now in this condo which is quiet and […] | Continue reading
In a meeting. Not listening but typing here. Pretending I’m listening and I am a little. MY mood […] | Continue reading
14:19… Enjoying the jazz. And no, I didn’t go out to the fucking Field. Too cold, and the […] | Continue reading
Taking some time to SELF to write straight to blog. No word doc. On the telecom monster’s dime, […] | Continue reading
dunce decisions and others’ missteps—Wish I could just throw it away. Toss it in the trash like a….. […] | Continue reading
inescapable factor and something that’s like an interview or discussion materializing, revolving in this minute’ thought, the next, […] | Continue reading
Trying to calm myself. But at least I’m acknowledging these feelings and thoughts, and using it as a […] | Continue reading
14:22 Working in home office. Kind of. Not in a sales mood, and the mood I’m in is […] | Continue reading
Corporate summit or conference event today in Pleasanton, at some winery I’d heard of but never visited. With […] | Continue reading
My only Story…. Ideas at lunch by myself. Missing her and seeing the coming months and years and […] | Continue reading
Working in nook. More ideas for the first floor office. Or, what was the first floor office. And […] | Continue reading
11:08 Day taking off. Typing at desk upstairs. First meditation and concept… STRENGTH. More than a motif or […] | Continue reading
2-1-25 Raining still. 11:08. Learning about this writer, what he wants, where he’s going. More of an understanding. […] | Continue reading
09:35 Jumping journals while Henry watches a little show and I here writing when I should be working. […] | Continue reading
1-29-25 10:44 Mental fortitude, the Nurse reminds me. In the break room at the office, committed to making […] | Continue reading
1-26-25 Brainstorming and making moves with Nurse in loft. 10:14 Early start this morning, happiness and ZEN. Ned […] | Continue reading
1-22-25 Not overlapping. With blogs, I mean. Separating wine and these personal and more intimate scribbles and types. […] | Continue reading
1-20-25 15:21 Day off. Was stressing about work earlier, but then after meeting Nurse at her work and […] | Continue reading
Playing basketball with Jack and Emma later, and of course little Henry will get involved which always makes […] | Continue reading