10-22-24

In chair, nook. With Nurse, she making her pumpkin chocolate chip pancakes she made the kids the other […] | Continue reading


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Writing notes…

Teaching.. Research. What kind of life do I want. Dinner done with Nurse, sipping one more glass of […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

Running and Stopping and Collecting, Composing

7 miles yesterday, okay pacing. Whole day with Nurse, some football, then I’m here. Time faster than usual […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

09:43 Meeting. Not much to report, other than coming home late last night from work, and to the […] | Continue reading


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11-17-24 Heading to office in a bit. Wrote in journal that this is the new story…. Noting everything, […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

15:22 Canvassed, emailed, set appointments, communicated pricing, and now finally at a standstill needed in the loft office. […] | Continue reading


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10-16-24

Land and Water Coffee, downtown Santa Rosa. One shot of espresso. This is the real shit, so just […] | Continue reading


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10-15-24 Prospecting for mySELF this morning. Lots of covered ground, one strong lead, then the one from yesterday. […] | Continue reading


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10-14-24

15:28 Crazy day, starting with the morning and a rough drop-off for my little Henry. After that, late […] | Continue reading


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10-13-24

Already mid-October. Strange, but beautiful. Yesterday with a significant rain, the first in I can’t remember how long. […] | Continue reading


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Meditative night. Babies fed, vacuuming done with the vacuum that sucks and the Nurse and I need to […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

10-12-24 —> 09:46, back home from taking kids places, and now heading out again.  Tired this morning, not sleeping well

and missing the Nurse, obviously. Sipping latte, barely helping. My happiness, in tact. Composed, and this morning the […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

14:28

….. Lunch done, all three home, headed out in a sec to take Henry to his regular Friday. […] | Continue reading


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journal

10-11-24 Can’t find the doc I was working in on this little laptop. Not worrying about it. And […] | Continue reading


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10-10-24

15:56 Home, working at the office then the Field, canvassing but now around Bell Road here in Windsor, […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

Slow Walk To Door

Back from Field, and back in the Field again. Cotati. Taking a couple minutes to me. Typing and […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

12:24, leaving for Field in a couple minutes. Thinking I’ll take a shot of espresso before I go. […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

20:46

….. Still at the Villa. So happy I decided to spend tonight alone while the Nurse and her […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

10-5-24

18:05 With SELF in the Vacaville. Nurse and her daughter to a concert. Me already hitting two projects. […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

Listening to an interview with one of my favorite writers.  If you know me, you know who it is.

Mimicking his ardor, his fire… his poetic progression in speech. More than a deconstructive effort, this is just […] | Continue reading


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Thought about posting this, but then decided agains— Deconstruction. I remember a talk I gave on it, at […] | Continue reading


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10-3-24 12:50. Still in office. Meeting this morning then some sales calls, then another meeting, now another. Working […] | Continue reading


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10-2-24 16:03, :04…. In VV a little early. Another hot day. Unplanned lunch with other AE’s at Redwood […] | Continue reading


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Thinking…

Of her. Happiness. Gratitude. | Continue reading


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Wine event, Pinot Noir, Westside Road – 2015 | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

Wine and … something.  Was thinking about it on the drive back from the site visit.  Wine and, learning. 

And not just about wine and what’s in the glass, but purpose. Dreams, and not letting them just […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

…….. 08:57 and the date is aloft. In the nook. Next move, measuring. How to …. Not saying […] | Continue reading


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Tuesday 10-1-24

07:05 In Nook. Nurse still asleep, tired from full day of travel, both planes and drives yesterday. Not […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

Putting myself back in school.  Not actually, but right when I arrived at SSU.  The first meetings,

assignments, staying up all night talking literature with my suite-mate Dan, then going on targets of writing and […] | Continue reading


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Deciding not to post anything from the above paragraphs.. Just curious, what am I allowed to write, post. […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

14:57 Meeting done, home office, and more zen than I’ve felt in weeks. Yesterday and today, just what […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

20:52

At the Villa, and I’ll say it once more, and more, and magnified— All PRAISE be to the […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 2 months ago

#LiveSonomaCounty

How Can I Not Be Grateful For This?? ….. Sonoma County is home. Actually it’s more than that. […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 2 months ago

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In home office, and feeling a little better. Actually, much better. Idea hit me in the Field, and […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 2 months ago

Nurse on her way to the loft. Spinning in my own thoughts. I need this to stop. Do […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 2 months ago

9-23-24 In office. Forgot glasses at home so these letters are bigger than tusks on the screen. Meeting […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 2 months ago

Morning music…

Alwayz. | Continue reading


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Now….

Visit the post for more. | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 2 months ago

Returning to it…

The Comp Book, the last-minute lecture ideas. Just stay with me, with this… looking at professors at SSU, […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 2 months ago

Waking at 05:00 tomorrow morning. And there can be no not-doing in this instance. This is life or […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 2 months ago

9-20-24 Today is going to be tight, in a number of regards. Should have, a-fucking-gain, got up earlier. […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 2 months ago

11:02. Getting a little hungry, and needing to get into territory. Starting in Cotati, that way I’ll be […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 2 months ago

journal…

9-19-24 10:07 Loft office. Making a move. One needed. Nurse’s encouragement— have to note new journal. Done. May […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 2 months ago

Set timer for self.

In home office. Today was better than good. Have new methods and approaches, new alliances, and conversations started. […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 2 months ago

9-18-24 Realizations and new understandings from last night still ringing, then this morning driving through the Carneros area […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 2 months ago

One last fucking note… I got it.

…….. I figured it our. Holy fuck-fuck, yes I got it. For my kids, for the Nurse and […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 2 months ago

Listening to our 3rd podcast episode… first Windsor episode. 15 months together, and soon 16. How… Our Story […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 2 months ago

20:56 —> Nurse gets called into work.  And I come up to the office to write about her. 

Her passion. Her Story, dedication, what she does for work. Then I see me, reflecting on my immediacy… […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 2 months ago