Essay and journal forms, changing them, thinking of me as not me, like I used to write and play around with. A journal, logging everything like I did with wine… What we had in our hotel room,… | Continue reading
19:33 Dinner done, back in the office… Nurse getting dinner in her town, me again looking through pics and videos from last night and this morning, and wondering now what. But then I see it… … | Continue reading
Back in office, home. Giving self 8 hours to get a number of projects brought. And get through this stack of papers, and shit to file. Going forward, I literally just said aloud to myself here i… | Continue reading
Right now. Corte Madera, CA. By myself… | Continue reading
Write. For as long as you can… your plan and vision, what you want it to feel like. […] | Continue reading
….. Just now getting to write. In office organizing receipts.. expanding on the blog, bringing it close to […] | Continue reading
She, frame new, me held Music, quiet or loud, only her No will, no need, kiss caught End […] | Continue reading
Composition…. Know what I’m doing, where I’m headed They want this to stop, me writing, me happy, love […] | Continue reading
How did a year go by like that? Look how little he is… oh my god. | Continue reading
Everything from every angle. Just one of those mornings. Meditation helping, seeing Jack and Emma first thing… Jack […] | Continue reading
DISCOVERY… Yes. Me, and what I want. What I will let affect me. What I will let precipitate […] | Continue reading
Over 1001 for day so this is more meditative than meant for page. Meant to ease me, relax […] | Continue reading
Nothing allowed to obstruct happiness, or equanimity about me I let it pass, any negative ebb Before it […] | Continue reading
Everything around is teaching Directing Promising bright paths for elevation. | Continue reading
6-25-23 09:24 texting the nurse, missing her and her laugh and smile, she messaging me yesterday a pic of her and her friend, in Livermore I think. This story develops and builds much quicker… | Continue reading
Watching them in the candy store, their pursuit at the moment. So enviable, simple, but rich in complexity and character and education. Why do we complicate as we age. Yes, responsibilities, I k… | Continue reading
16:47 Back in the loft with Emma and Henry. Intention and priority grip me after writing in the new journal, the kids and work and new projects.. blogging EVERYTHING, now. In the moment… | Continue reading
6-24-23 Buzzing all around the house for the kids… breakfast, laundry, this and that and everything. LOVE IT. 09:58…. Laundry switch-out again. Before that, more drawing and constructin… | Continue reading
And the Stoic stroke of Personhood and perceptive brush. No reacting, except with laughs. It’s all funny. Especially sales…. Do I look for— No, don’t even say it. … | Continue reading
6-23-23 No driving today, thank EVERYTHING. What a week…. Tuesday, then Wednesday in the city, then yesterday to and fro from Fremont. Today, easy… no extra exertion. Working on the MAP, not … | Continue reading
6-22-23 Didn’t write anything yesterday. Have excuses, most of which are associated with exhaustion from the prior day, but no need to note. Had a call this morning at 08:00. Talking wi… | Continue reading
Push and other key Something happens eventually Nothing tied too perfectly Contrast grabbed by land-poor sea Harsh context and then peck Hens again send dents Write letters to self, well No show or… | Continue reading
Going to dinner with neighbor in a bit, the Thai place behind that one building on, what street is it? Windsor Road or River Road? All the streets here sound alike, to me. Like He… | Continue reading
Take security Doors and rooms sound frightening Camera mic spill | Continue reading
needing more meditation, for tomorrow. How I’m approaching the sakes story now. Differently. Trying to not say sales, or ‘RMR’, or quota, or even President’s Club. Then what do I call it.. wha… | Continue reading
Went out to Vacaville to see the nurse, was exhausted when I arrived home. Slept 8 hours for the second time in a week. Woke this morning eager and essentially anxious to see my kids, u… | Continue reading
if driving to see the nurse. Espresso, and love for the day ahead. Last Saturday I had like this I was in recovery from DC and had my last TR day the day in St. Helena. Sent letter to Uncle S… | Continue reading
14:09 Last meeting done, and the day becomes a soft sea. Just for me. Gratitude overtakes…. Dad messages me letting me know the kids are at the park and enjoying their day. Nothing much… | Continue reading
or leaning towers of papers I haven’t looked at in weeks. All behind me. Literally behind me, behind the chair, just moved the stack. Quick meeting early this morning, I think Emma and Henry are … | Continue reading
Meeting in 10 minutes to review proposal, then hurrying to Santa Rosa for a meeting, then back for prospecting and a power nap. Couldn’t sleep last night. Thoughts of prop tech and the kids, blog… | Continue reading
no stress, no worry or nerves, everything music. Completely Beatific. Nurse texts me back something sweet, quick note from Dad on some business, and me with ideas on prop tech and #blogeverythingn… | Continue reading