Stoic thoughts. No emotion, limited reaction. Listening to people ask questions toward this girl in accounting or payroll. Thinking of what to write and where to take my thoughts,… | Continue reading
Month almost over, my birthday approaching. Time, just can’t understand it honestly. No sense trying to make any sense of it. Kids later, still haven’t cleaned the loft. Feeling scattered today… | Continue reading
4-26-23 8:17 presenting another proposal at 9. Should be my first bit of ink in the new sales story, FINALLY. Again gratitude near-choking me this morning. Nice shower, coffee and espre… | Continue reading
More discipline and practice of new routine. No Starbucks this morning, just a small contributor to this sort of re-start. No one walking past the office window, no voices. No bird soun… | Continue reading
4-25-23 An attempt to get me off balance first thing, not working. Going to city later, after 9:30 1:1 with the Regional. Espresso to start, nearly surrendered and said “Not going to th… | Continue reading
4-24-23 Over 1200 words written standing in the 425 Cal office. Made myself do it, successfully, be in office. Tonight. Not sure how much success but some progress. More in … | Continue reading
A parallel found What to do with it, no clue Bad at math, scratch out | Continue reading
Love your home. It’s your place – Center. Love pillar … Frame and Beat. | Continue reading
4-22-23 7:08 Up early. Laundry already going. Jack and Henry up, Emma still in sleep. Allergies in attack […] | Continue reading
But I ignore them They roll their eyes at my pen My ink echoes, turn | Continue reading
Night. Day closing. Babies fed and happy. Cookies from my neighbor, Nichole. Everything in place, pleasant and placid. […] | Continue reading
13:31….. The tasting room. I’m thinking about it the wrong way today and I don’t know why. Not […] | Continue reading
Something about me is VERY much different today, that’s certain. The sales story, seeing it completely different and […] | Continue reading
rare Thursday appearance. Feeling strong and fearless. And GRATEFUL. | Continue reading
❤️ Big kids looking for bugs, getting out of quarantine for a bit. | Continue reading
Speaking directly to any reader, anywhere, for whichever reason you’re reading this…. How do you control your attitude, […] | Continue reading
And I’m fine with the quiet, with the void of voices and sound, calls and conversations. Got to […] | Continue reading
21:04 Drive through Sonoma Valley before landing in Skyhawk for a meeting. Significant moves with my partners, everything going forward locked and protected. FOR THE BABIES. Celebrate w… | Continue reading
Happy in such approach. No resistance, no aggression, but rather acceptance. After a light lunch and quick espresso, I’m still smiling. May run an errand in a bit but haven’t decided.&… | Continue reading
Something, someone, attempts to put a toxicity in my morning, but I don’t allow it. Why do those types try to lower us? Doesn’t matter. I’m done thinking about them. I… | Continue reading
4-18-23 09:52 expenses done, used company credit card for the first time. Set a meeting for tomorrow. Laptop moving slow. Didn’t post to blog yesterday and at first, especially ea… | Continue reading
11:51 Told Jack he needs to log off in 10. Emma pretending she’s working and drives a Tesla, Henry is her child and brining him to work. Lost track of how much espresso I’ve had. No spe… | Continue reading
that is the first trip in my travel contour. Thinking late July or early August. Putting some money aside, just a small count to start. Put two dates on cal… Going to run, hike, write, take pict… | Continue reading
4-16-23 We all slept in today. 9:01 and the first espresso sip. How do they not need coffee? I know, you’re like “WHAT?” But I do wonder, how did I ever survive without coff… | Continue reading
Of baseball. Me with love new and pronounced for it. Huh… unexpected. Going over notes… | Continue reading
But what centered my thinking was the pseudo-planned trip, and the thought of wine and the vineyards … wine travel and writing, books and the shop idea coming back to life. When was the last … | Continue reading
Architecture, these Multifamily properties and what they have for their residents I’m drawn more to now than yesterday […] | Continue reading
Beautiful drive to and from SF yesterday. Didn’t much mind the commute, to tell you the truth. Distractions […] | Continue reading
4-13-23 08:50 In chair, receipts done, surprisingly. I say that because I’m never on top of them like […] | Continue reading
4-12-23 Tired and not sure how long I’ll be in the office. Guessing I’ll be on the loft […] | Continue reading
I tell it to back the fuck off. | Continue reading
All of them, no wait There’s always another take Till you stop windows | Continue reading
4-10-23 Tired. Not much sleep last night. Just a couple aims for the night. Receipts, done. Little writing, […] | Continue reading
Uncle Stevie writes back a hilarious vignette about going to church, and not sure how much to donate, […] | Continue reading
Teaching… why am I thinking about that? No, I’m not going back to adjunct-dom. Probably ever. Teaching young […] | Continue reading
4-7-23 Jackie home sick, stomach thing that sent him home the other day. Work stuff now, sipping coffee […] | Continue reading
Back at desk. Only 3.22 miles. Unlike the 6 my friend told she ran the other day. Will […] | Continue reading