Taking a second, reviewing notes from the first training this morning. On sales, from a sales guy in real estate, New York-based during much of his stories but now in Jersey. Talking ab… | Continue reading
Have two calls to make, my first sales calls responding to inbound leads. Clearing desk, simplifying and trying to go as paperless as I can. Remove clutter, simplify and singularize and consolida… | Continue reading
Didn’t think I’d make it down here to the poz loft office, and definitely didn’t think I’d make ti over 1000. And a haiku. 9 of the 1000 set for project. I’ll go upstairs in a minute but not with… | Continue reading
(No title) ….. Calm, because the street Has so many songs, renew All it, a love nudge | Continue reading
Needed. As are the cheater glasses. Need to wear them. Don’t want to, having an urge to resist but I can’t, I’m tired and put them on. And you know what, I’m not fighting an… | Continue reading
Interesting day, for sure. I don’t know if interesting is the word. Who cares wha the words is, kept me engaged. More of this new story which is turning into an adventure, obvious… | Continue reading
My eyes, decide fire Message, check it, don’t want to Angry happy court | Continue reading
Thinking bed sooner than forecast. Looking through old Sonic pics, President’s Club trip and other… time just passing and I know there’s nothing I can do to stop or augment. Just be present. Mess… | Continue reading
Haven’t had a long day like this in years. LOVE it. 7:55, bed by 10:30, latest. Driving from SF stressing about time and how this schedule rearranges and condenses EVERYTHING. Not as much. So … | Continue reading
Morning, quantity Receipt, count Everything needed Desperate Rushes and visit, take quick pic | Continue reading
Headed to Napa. Tomorrow, early early wake. Soon as I’m back on this side of the mountain, dinner, prep, then sleep. No movies, no lounging and music listening. The new syst… | Continue reading
….. Time and my place in its skips. Coltrane on, thinking about walking to the Green, getting out of the house. Still having that feeling of restlessness and slight incarcer… | Continue reading
Clothes, new shoes at Target as I didn’t want to fork over the price for the expensive shit at Macy’s. Lunch at Lupe’s, switched out more laundry now time to rest. Possibly a power nap then back … | Continue reading
Looks like the wind has stopped, weird. Sipping this latte quicker than quick… Thinking about taking self to lunch in Petaluma, some new spot on the river. Can’t remember its name. … | Continue reading
First walk to Café Noto in over a week. First latte. Wind, lots of it. Started laundry, putting away clothes later, my laundry and Chardonnay party. But now, nothing much to write or report. P… | Continue reading
12:36 Another meeting at 1. Then a break. Break from coffee. Listening to a virtual meeting, one recorded months ago. Going to do well here, I know. I’ve decided so, b… | Continue reading
One meeting down and another in 15. Metaphor of drinking from the firehose. Somewhat applicable, hate the way that sounds and the thought of all this water coming at me. Don’t fee… | Continue reading
(No title) ….. Just bobbing my head Humans interest me no Today and never | Continue reading
To not care, just put everything to page. Dinner done, light dinner, rest of gyro and an Oliver’s mini-Caesar wit no chicken. Now some Mourvedre and Thievery Corporation the more music after in o… | Continue reading
Test in progress. Hoping for negative. Training all day, didn’t sleep well. Miss the kids and kept thinking about them, Jack and how he’s doing with his most recent covid stint. Break over in 1… | Continue reading
1:17 not hungry for lunch, took a shower instead. Have a call any minute, till then collecting and looking through notes. All this technology, new technology anyhow I’ll speak it. … | Continue reading
More nasal-y and couch prone this morning than yesterday from what I remember. Plenty of sleep, ready for day and training on some CRM or lead gathering program. Day 4 today, hoping and… | Continue reading
Felt self falling into some pessimism, a mood, some ire. Stopped it, focused on gratitude, finding it walking from the loft down here to my office. This desk, some water in cup then moving little… | Continue reading
Testing today and hoping for a negative, but I don’t think that’ll happen. Doing it anyway, for some edification, or something. Somewhat of a holding pattern at work. Not much I can do remot… | Continue reading
I could restrain ….. But where’s the gain, how Would that benefit my kids How they see daddy | Continue reading
Company Door Dash gift, ordered from Skillets here in Windsor, a place my kids and I used to frequent quite a bit back in the day. Figured out a couple tech issues on my own, which somewhat shocke… | Continue reading
8:04am, settling in, preparing notes and questions. Temp this morning is 98.5, so definitely on the mend. Not much to prep for just putting self in character. About to email partner Jason, let h… | Continue reading
Katie drops off medicines and thermometer, juice and other things and my heart is full. Emotional, and quicker than usual. Put laundry in dry and that’s where I stop. Not doing an… | Continue reading
Definitely feeling better than last night but nothing what normal would constitute. Lots of sleep, shower this morning, put on laundry and notice I have somewhat of an obsessive compulsive dote to… | Continue reading
And… Couple hours later, and I’m Covid positive. It finally got me. Symptoms right now sniffles runny nose a little cough and scratchy throat but I feel just out of it, like I’m floating, like ther… | Continue reading
Busy day of course. Bed well before 10 and up before 6:40 alarm.. First event of note, Henry when I wasn’t lookin either fucking kneed or head butted Emma in the nose, with his little melon head. … | Continue reading
Getting some stuff done in office before loft duty. Dinner taken care of, tonight should be smooth. Tomorrow, TBD. Sound, planned activities after chill morning we always have on our Sundays. No… | Continue reading
None title If it all left me Imagine air’s suggestion See paths better, kiss | Continue reading
10/14/22 9:51 making way through receipt piles then pile of papers and files to file. Want to be as paperless as possible, for this office to truly give off the vibe of minimalism – sim… | Continue reading
1/1000 Skip It Midas, no gold hand Everything bottled, switches Friday myth hit wish 10/13/22 | Continue reading
What if I lost place Any difference, no telling So back forth, stray | Continue reading
3:03, leaving in about 40 minutes. Took a covid test after learning my friend’s daughter just tested positive and I was around them the other night. Negative, thankfully. I’ll be honest I though… | Continue reading
Got store run out of the way for kids, big kids tonight, preparing for this new story…. My thoughts and attitude going in. Thinking about EVERYTHING…. Work and the kids, this page, today and how ti… | Continue reading
….. The old self minutes Ago, gone and away cold Sit, purpose, love more | Continue reading
Two pieces edited down. Three to go. For the winery profiles. Not taking an assignment like this again for a while. Forgot how stressful the deadlines are, and appeasing editors. Hour and six m… | Continue reading
No longer in Beelzebub’s cocina – MY words are revolver rounds – The ones with their decelerations become ballerinas … I should be Quiet – okay, but their cuckoo’s nest not… | Continue reading
Ignoring that What afflicts, the barbs expected No mirror now, just voided Smiling at this wall and that one The door opening it | Continue reading
Picking up final check today. One thing I thought of adding to the list was Divorce, and writing about it. But honestly, and I know it could help someone, male or female, I j just don’t… | Continue reading