4.19.24

0647. Out of bed around 0620. Henry up I think but then back to sleep. In my coffee […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 7 months ago

11:04 Sonoma, Peet’s Coffee. Passport appointment done. Now the wait. Six to seven weeks they told me. […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 7 months ago

2 years ago. Damn…. So grateful for #thepozloft, time with my kids. And my FREEDOM. 🤘🏼‼️🤣🖊️🎶✊🏽☮️🖕🏼 ❤️ | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 7 months ago

Cold in here.  Shit…. Want to leave.  Maybe walk around the Barnes & Noble by the Nurse’s work.

One more note before I leave…. The psychology of things. People and stories, work and why we choose […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 7 months ago

Distracting myself again with wine stories. The memories and old photos, people…. Not talking about it anymore, what […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 7 months ago

Sketching a fictional character, based on my sister and a story she told the other night about a

lawyer that was remarking with condescension on her winemaking studies at UC Davis. I thought of her and […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 7 months ago

Fairfield, CA. Peet’s Coffee. Music, something either early 2000s or late 90s. Corny pop song, like one you’d […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 7 months ago

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14:14 Davis, CA. Some pizza joint. Working and prospecting, writing and responding to the communication of rolled clowns. […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 7 months ago

4-15-24 Errand before leaving town. 08:04, already a sweet note from the Nurse. Henry still asleep, big kids […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 7 months ago

21:11

Day closing, but the kids don’t have school tomorrow and they are in party mode, not in any […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 7 months ago

Today…

Visit the post for more. | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 7 months ago

Yesterday morning….

Visit the post for more. | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 7 months ago

Morning thinking. More coffee first… posted to blog, sweet text from the Nurse that absolutely sends me into […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 7 months ago

4-14-24

Mom’s birthday. Going over to Katie’s later. Up earlier than yesterday. 07:40 now. Took an allergy pill, couldn’t […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 7 months ago

ME. Like JO said, care for yourself. Some are going to roll their fucking eyes and judge me, […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 7 months ago

Behind in BED journal, saving that for EOD.  See if I do it.  Test for myself, and I need to pass. 

Not just with colors flying, but colors boasting, empowered and self-assured. Thinking of moving journal to bedside, like […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 7 months ago

Riding in a car some song I’ve never heard Just listen New clouds and talk, voice, face and […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 7 months ago

❤️ | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 7 months ago

He crashed hard last night.

Like, super hard. 🤣 | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 7 months ago

4-12-24 09:23 Loft with Henry. He watches Paw Patrol episodes, I think, while I work away. Materials sent […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 7 months ago

4-11-24

20:00 Only now getting time to write. Baseball games at fields, chasing Henry.. in nook now trying to […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 7 months ago

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After my note to the Nurse, smile and laugh antagonistically at some people. How miserable they are and […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 7 months ago

So at peace this morning, Composed… grateful. Avg for year, .579. Wanting to hit somewhere around 3000 words […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 7 months ago

3-10-24 === 08:09 

Fairfield Starbucks. Behind in BED journal, but not worried. Took Nurse to work, made her lunch this morning. […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 7 months ago

3-9-24 15:11 back in VV after driving to the loft to get my laptop and journals. Leaving for […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 7 months ago

Waking with

happiness, positive thoughts, love, GRATITUDE. ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ ❤️ | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 7 months ago

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14:22. Offsite. Not saying where. Still in Windsor and close to loft. Should cut off this fucking cover […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 7 months ago

Go for a run, then come home, shower, quick light snack then hit a café. 

Why do I run from dreams, aims and elevated goals? Why do I have to or feel the […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 7 months ago

Sunday Funday with the Nurse… | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 7 months ago

First tattoo.

Today. Napa… With the Nurse. Grateful. | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 7 months ago

4-5-24 10:37 kids at school, about to run errands with Nurse. Sent more documents today. Never stops, though […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 7 months ago

4-4-24 Another strange-looking date. 10:54 home with Henry and sipping espresso, about to send writings somewhere. Made one […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 7 months ago

20:45 First glass, starting to show more roundness and personality. Again, reminding me of when I first started […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 7 months ago

Night winding down.. Pinot reminding me for some reason of what I first got into wine. And how […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 7 months ago

4-2-24

Vacaville, CA. 20:06 Back from visiting Nurse at work, getting quick dinner with her then trip to Nugget, […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 7 months ago

4-1-24 Didn’t return to the keys yesterday, oh well. 10:52 and the Nurse and I ready for the […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 7 months ago

17:36 back home after movie. Kung Fu Panda 4. Great film, haven’t seen the prequels. Emphases of inner-motivation, […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 7 months ago

Letting go of anger, resentment. Doens’t serve me. My revenge is just that, moving on, and past. Emphatically […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 7 months ago

3-30-24 —> One page in BED journal done, two more till I’m caught up.  Coffee done now espresso.

Usually it’s reversed. Focusing on Mental Health and total health, healthy habits. LIFE. That’s my passion and focus, […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 7 months ago

Mood… | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 8 months ago

Started a new project.  To do with money, but no specifics here.  Less being the thesis

and centralized punctuation of the effort and method.  Over budget at the store by $30.55…. What can I do, my kids are here and I don’t limit in providing for them.  Regardless of what some hasty-w… | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 8 months ago

In loft office, 1st floor. Was going to have a quick power nap after Oliver’s breakfast burrito, but […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 8 months ago

3-27-24 —> 06:53 up with Nurse.  Blowdrying her hair, me looking to see when today’s two calls

are. One, yes excited. Like the company and the tech they deploy. The other call more toward EOD, […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 8 months ago

09:51 back from coffee with the Nurse and in chair. 

She upstairs getting ready for a lunch trip to Marin with Mom. Me here feeling frustrated in this […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 8 months ago

3-25-24 06:39. Up. Starting with emails and LinkedIN, funnel spreadsheet I put together. This week I stop this […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 8 months ago

Good progress for a Sunday.  No lunch, not hungry.  Adrenalin too high and I’m too focused and

obsessed with this new opportunity, and that’s how I have to see it. I do, I do. I […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 8 months ago

3-24-24 Searching for anything, any appointment I mean. My anxiety is in the highest of atmospheres right now, […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 8 months ago

Always a time

To rewrite. | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 8 months ago