20:00 Only now getting time to write. Baseball games at fields, chasing Henry.. in nook now trying to […] | Continue reading
After my note to the Nurse, smile and laugh antagonistically at some people. How miserable they are and […] | Continue reading
So at peace this morning, Composed… grateful. Avg for year, .579. Wanting to hit somewhere around 3000 words […] | Continue reading
Fairfield Starbucks. Behind in BED journal, but not worried. Took Nurse to work, made her lunch this morning. […] | Continue reading
3-9-24 15:11 back in VV after driving to the loft to get my laptop and journals. Leaving for […] | Continue reading
happiness, positive thoughts, love, GRATITUDE. ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ ❤️ | Continue reading
14:22. Offsite. Not saying where. Still in Windsor and close to loft. Should cut off this fucking cover […] | Continue reading
Why do I run from dreams, aims and elevated goals? Why do I have to or feel the […] | Continue reading
Today. Napa… With the Nurse. Grateful. | Continue reading
4-5-24 10:37 kids at school, about to run errands with Nurse. Sent more documents today. Never stops, though […] | Continue reading
4-4-24 Another strange-looking date. 10:54 home with Henry and sipping espresso, about to send writings somewhere. Made one […] | Continue reading
20:45 First glass, starting to show more roundness and personality. Again, reminding me of when I first started […] | Continue reading
Night winding down.. Pinot reminding me for some reason of what I first got into wine. And how […] | Continue reading
Vacaville, CA. 20:06 Back from visiting Nurse at work, getting quick dinner with her then trip to Nugget, […] | Continue reading
4-1-24 Didn’t return to the keys yesterday, oh well. 10:52 and the Nurse and I ready for the […] | Continue reading
17:36 back home after movie. Kung Fu Panda 4. Great film, haven’t seen the prequels. Emphases of inner-motivation, […] | Continue reading
Letting go of anger, resentment. Doens’t serve me. My revenge is just that, moving on, and past. Emphatically […] | Continue reading
Usually it’s reversed. Focusing on Mental Health and total health, healthy habits. LIFE. That’s my passion and focus, […] | Continue reading
and centralized punctuation of the effort and method. Over budget at the store by $30.55…. What can I do, my kids are here and I don’t limit in providing for them. Regardless of what some hasty-w… | Continue reading
In loft office, 1st floor. Was going to have a quick power nap after Oliver’s breakfast burrito, but […] | Continue reading
are. One, yes excited. Like the company and the tech they deploy. The other call more toward EOD, […] | Continue reading
She upstairs getting ready for a lunch trip to Marin with Mom. Me here feeling frustrated in this […] | Continue reading
3-25-24 06:39. Up. Starting with emails and LinkedIN, funnel spreadsheet I put together. This week I stop this […] | Continue reading
obsessed with this new opportunity, and that’s how I have to see it. I do, I do. I […] | Continue reading
3-24-24 Searching for anything, any appointment I mean. My anxiety is in the highest of atmospheres right now, […] | Continue reading
08:40. Still early. Emails and texts and appointments. Not sure when I’m heading back to Sonoma County. More […] | Continue reading
3-21-24 Nurse left for work, and I decide to work from the VV Peet’s for a while. Still […] | Continue reading
I try to snap out of it, but I want to snap at these devils. Watch what you […] | Continue reading
Heading to lunch with Mark in about 5 minutes. Windsor Golf Course. Never been. This morning I was […] | Continue reading
09:51, call in 9 minutes. Exploratory chat, more or less. See where it goes. Then, interview I guess […] | Continue reading
That is where work is to be done. Kick ass the Nurse told me, regarding today. Trying, just […] | Continue reading
08:29 with Nurse at her CPA appt, typing in lobby. Can’t get onto wifi, CPA won’t let me […] | Continue reading
Not my favorite but I needed something. Checking in with Nurse at 11:30 to see where she is […] | Continue reading
No specific outcome sought in this morning’s session, just keep going. Writing, creating from what is… what’s around […] | Continue reading
No glasses so I have to enlarge the screen. Unnerved a bit, all the noise. No headphones and […] | Continue reading
Finally with a whirl and tapestry of happiness, contentment. How did I get here. A form of fortune […] | Continue reading
16:39 talking with the Nurse a bit ago in the backyard, near the pool while she cleaned the […] | Continue reading
and listening to your own kind narrative. Remember to be your own cheerleader and celebrate the person you […] | Continue reading
Latte done. Just yawned, may need more caffeine. Shower sounds amazing.. wish I had more time to write […] | Continue reading
Messaged Chris happy birthday. One and a half pages down in BED journal, great morning with the Nurse […] | Continue reading