///////> Me, at the drawing board and staying there. Rain a little outside but Jack’s game not cancelled. […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 23 days ago

Just deciding to STOP with certain attitudes and perspectives.  Minding this room and office that is mine. 

My space and place, like a “man cave” but anything but. Not what I’m after with space and […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 24 days ago

#MYMUSICMOODNOW

Zen in the office… | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 24 days ago

4-26-25

09:07 Morning already busy. Pictures and baseball today, no stress. Mental Health trick, treat all days like birthdays. […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 24 days ago

Early dayz

@ #thepozloft #pozvibezALWAYZ | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 24 days ago

After a couple calls, took a break now back at desk. Put latte in fridge, now it’s more […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 25 days ago

4-25-25 4 days, 1 month till I’m…. Not going to write it. I know how old I am. […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 25 days ago

#MYMUSICMOODNOW

🎶🎶🎶 | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 25 days ago

Afternoon, replaying day so far.  Something missed on calendar, but …. 

Never mind. Going froward from now. After 12:00 meeting riding a high. I deserve to feel like this. […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 25 days ago

The Me-Meeting idea, proving useful and just something needed as it doesn’t need to be recorded, just be in a practice of having them.

At peace with SELF today. And it has nothing to do with the meeting tomorrow, or the text […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 26 days ago

8-19-2015

Meditative- Captured. Pinot Noir, RRV. | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 26 days ago

Stopping.  With many things.  Many acts, I just reminded myself or more so ordered myself in the kitchen, upstairs in the loft. 

Haven’t been here in Windsor in a handful of days and my sight of writing from here as […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 26 days ago

4-23-25 In office. Scribbling in journal and sipping latte, enjoying time to self before ANYTHING else. Hours later […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 27 days ago

Needed some air…

And Zen. Peace. Collection… Stillness. Manifesting sense. | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 27 days ago

In the field not today.  Not in the mood and even if I were I’d allow myself to be distracted

by another coffee shop or thinking of how early I could take lunch, convincing myself it’s okay ‘cause […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 28 days ago

I’m not worried about being assessed…..

Quiet in the house, cat outside… need to move around. Becoming a writer different and varied. Making fun […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 28 days ago

Call in 14 minutes…. First telecom, revisiting a discussion from 2023, possibilities, who knows. 09:16 Accepting the reality […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 28 days ago

Good morning…

Actualize the day and life you see for yourself. Now. Wait never… 💜 | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 28 days ago

4-21-25

09:38. In office. Hopefully for one of the last times. 11:53. May head out soon, a lead fell […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 29 days ago

4-20-25 Vacaville, Easter Day. 09:17… finishing latte and about to run. The day os beautiful and gentle in […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

Bonne nuit…

💕 | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

At the keys.

On a Saturday morning. | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

4-18-25 Rough day yesterday. This morning calm and eased, much more than yesterday. Iced latte done, not doing […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

Wine continues to be all I want to write about.  I keep going back to the topic and idea…

drawn to it like soles to ground. A new Beat over and over and again rewritten. Memories, affinities, […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

4-17-25 10:56. In the office two hours ahead of where I ought to be. In no mood to […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

Mental Health, Not a Trend. It’s WORK.

So many talk about Mental Health like it’s a hashtag. It’s fashionable. People will “Like” it. Like it’s […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

Me.

4/15/25 | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

Nothing clicking, or connecting. Still haven’t gone for that drive. Learned a friend of mine has been rising […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

Going to store soon.  Too fucking quiet at work, nothing is happening and I can feel the self-doubt digs its devil claws into me.

Frustrated with self for letting certain stories develop as they did and still do but what can I […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

Me.

Now. | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

Mid-Month Check-in….

Just like when I was a Field Sales Sup’ at the first telecom. My attitude today and yesterday, […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

4-14-25 Mom’s bday. 10:15. Call at 13:30 that could change everything. Can’t do it soon enough… The aim […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

Mom’s birthday dinner tonight.  How is time so cruel?  How is my mother still so amazing and loving and present, healthy?  Can’t tell you how grateful I am.

Thought about a lot on the drive over the mountain from Vacaville back to Sonoma. This shit has […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

Back in the pool..

Happy with our Nurse. ❤️ | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

For the blogging client…. (notes) What do you want to say? What is your message? Don’t have a […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

All three kids off today. 10:59 just now having a second to note something. Line between fiction and […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

Communicate EVERYTHING.

In the moment, in its Truth, from its inherent poetry. ✒️ | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

09:12… inventorying how I utilize the day.  Getting out into the Field.  Santa Rosa, I’m thinking. 

Taking time for SELF first, reviewing notes written yesterday. The blogging course idea, fees for which would put […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

4-10-25 Today…. New. Feeling new. Meeting cancelled but in office. Starting a new conversation with a winery today. […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

#mymusicmoodnow

Relaxing in #thepozloft. So grateful… | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

The About EVERYTHING mentality, punctuated space in this WP class idea.

Everything that is here, needing page space. Nothing meaningless or irrelevant. Windsor as a Town, home, speaking to […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

4-9-25 Call done. 12:01 Lunch I guess but already had something now taking time to write and appreciate […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

4-8-25 11:49 Busy day and full page scribbled. Been marketing me, acting as my own recruiter. Exactly how […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

Entering this 14:00 hour with a real fire.  One not to be questioned, even and especially by self.

Manifesting isn’t magic. It’s habit and belief in your Now. In office, questioning everything and the questions provide […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

4-7-25 08:02…. Back from coffee with Nurse at Noto. Inventorying thoughts and mood this morning. In office then […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

NEWNESS–

4-6-25. Lazy Sunday Funday in Windsor with the Nurse. Coffee, researching the Negroni. Two to three cocktails researched […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

4-3-25 — 13:57 — Mind a mile a minute.  So much to report, but have to work or pretend like I am. 

Another ball about to begin, can’t believe it. Told the Nurse the Universe is responding to my efforts. […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago

20:16

Night and day down-winding. Wrote poem earlier, but on phone. Just needed, I don’t know… music. Verse. Listening […] | Continue reading


@bottledaux.com | 1 month ago